no subject

( his mind races at the things kol asks and it dawns on him that he's really doing this. that he's actually going to pierce flesh and drink blood from something— someone that isn't an animal. there's a slight moment of hesitation that flickers there then — as if some part of him tells him this is wrong and he's going back to being a monster like he already thinks of himself as, but. he pushes that down, distracted with kol removing his shirt and he huffs a little, though it's more sheepish than anything. )

Think I'll leave it for now.

( for now.

his thoughts circle back to the things kol asked and he scrunches up his face in thought for a moment. )

I, uh— if I start to lose control then... stop me.